So you seem like you have a future, but do “we have a future?”
I don’t know… honestly… I’m not even sure if I like you, because you are one of those other guys that makes me feel special about myself and you turned talking to you on the phone into a habit for me…
But you are not one of those that I can look in the eyes and think, “I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you”. I’d give you a chance, but I have a feeling there will be no future for the two of us. Because I know eventually I’d get tired of you and you will prob feel the same for me. You’re just not my type. And I know when I say “Okay, let’s do this, let’s take a chance at it.” It’s because I see the future in you but not in us. And then if we do do this there’s gonna be my mom in the way.
Seriously.. the more I think about it the more I feel like I don’t know where this is going. I guess just like you said how it would be and that’s why you didn’t want me to think about it. But there is no way I would do that. Yes, I would move across the state with you but under one condition. If I could find a job there or if you would take care of me. Well, I guess finding a job would be better because I would like to take care of my parents but I don’t know if I will be able to find a job. And it’s because you have no clue how incapable I am…
And it’s definitely not a good sign that you’re not bothering me or hurting my feelings at all. Because I know for a fact that the things that you do or the things that you say and “don’t do” habit would really REALLY bother me. But I just let it go, like, it annoys me a little but I’m not mad or nor that bothered by it.
And what really really bothers me is that you’re so skinny. And I totally totally hate that!
Ok on the phone with you now. Bye.
